I am another year older today. And though it is fun to think of this day as special and receive gifts and loving words from family and friends. It also brings sadness. I feel...well older. And closer to 40. And well thinking of that number scares me. I don't feel 37. Eeek. I said it out loud. I don't. And then I start thinking that Matt will be 4 and Alex 7 and I start to think about how fast time goes by. I have kids not babies anymore and a husband with gray hair. Ha. Shh! Don't tell him I said that. The years are flying by. And if I am, eh hem, 37 then my parents are, well getting older, too. And well the whole thought of time, age, and how fast it all goes by makes me sad! Ugh. Just want to cry. I know I should just grab the bull by the horns and enjoy each day and second. But, when you stop and think about it, it is just so overwhelming. I don't know how to make it stop or slow down. Waaaaahhhhh!
I'm just saying!
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